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It may be true, that good memories fade but too quickly, leaving nothing but night terrors and wakeful discontent in their wake. It may also be true that Bagoas' mind sometimes dwells on the past, but despite the horrors unfolding his second week in this city, there is nothing to hold him back from once again attempting what he set out to do that fateful day.
He has had his rest and recuperation from his stint as scavenger, as seeming waif; his scrapes and bruises all faded, his belly full thanks to his generous hosts.
Come mid-morning, when the sun climbs ever higher, he sets out to see the city in its true state, devoid of angry shadows and malicious mirages of his past. Today, he looks to the future, hoping to connect with the inhabitants in whatever way they deem him worthy.
That idea, noble as it may well have been, becomes swiftly derailed once he comes upon a district full of shops. Clothiers, barbers, jewellers, all lining the street; and all around him, finely clothed men of import, their wives. He asks the proprietor of a teashop if she knows the way to the bazaar, but she only gives him an apologetic smile and sends him in another direction. 'Maybe the drugstore has some, sweetie.'
When he finally comes across something familiar, it is not in the shape of mounds of ground leaves and spices, but the glittering fancy of pretty baubles. Market stalls upon market stalls, and more polished stones and precious pearls than he's seen in a long time. Rings and bracelets, anklets and arm bands and necklaces and earrings, far as the eye can see; beyond it, clothes of all shapes and sizes; beyond that, the distinct scent of grilled meat.
It may be true also that he has no one to dance for; but that doesn't mean he shouldn't prepare for the day when he shall dance once more.
He has had his rest and recuperation from his stint as scavenger, as seeming waif; his scrapes and bruises all faded, his belly full thanks to his generous hosts.
Come mid-morning, when the sun climbs ever higher, he sets out to see the city in its true state, devoid of angry shadows and malicious mirages of his past. Today, he looks to the future, hoping to connect with the inhabitants in whatever way they deem him worthy.
That idea, noble as it may well have been, becomes swiftly derailed once he comes upon a district full of shops. Clothiers, barbers, jewellers, all lining the street; and all around him, finely clothed men of import, their wives. He asks the proprietor of a teashop if she knows the way to the bazaar, but she only gives him an apologetic smile and sends him in another direction. 'Maybe the drugstore has some, sweetie.'
When he finally comes across something familiar, it is not in the shape of mounds of ground leaves and spices, but the glittering fancy of pretty baubles. Market stalls upon market stalls, and more polished stones and precious pearls than he's seen in a long time. Rings and bracelets, anklets and arm bands and necklaces and earrings, far as the eye can see; beyond it, clothes of all shapes and sizes; beyond that, the distinct scent of grilled meat.
It may be true also that he has no one to dance for; but that doesn't mean he shouldn't prepare for the day when he shall dance once more.