She flips her tablet on before she finds a couch to sleep on. She's just going to check the network and see if they've gone already. The Doctor's message is backlogged there and the pit of her stomach twists. She flips it off and weighs her options. This doesn't end up terribly well for anyone. If the Doctor does leave her, she knows she's got several more months here trying to figure out how to leave if she can figure it out at all. If she goes back, he drops her off in her timeline and she never sees him again. She'll have a life of UNIT and Torchwood, Jackie, her Dad, ever faithful Mickey and no Doctor. Stuck in one world, one time for the rest of her life without her Doctor to make it all right. She knows he says she falls in love. She can't even imagine it. She tried after he left the first time. Tried to fall in love with Mickey desperately. After all she had been in love with him at some point, hadn't she?

She doesn't want to go back to that. Not now, not ever. She can't let the Doctor think she's been kidnapped like this either. Finally she sends a private voice back to him.

"I'm staying here, Doctor. I can't go back to that world and that time. I'm sorry. I haven't been kidnapped again and I'm--I won't go back. Not to a world you leave me in."