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[Location: Random street in the Shelley district]
After several days to clear her head, Anna found herself willing to go out during the daytime. She'd even had a milkshake or two. Talking to people like Brigitta and Crowley had helped immensely. Speaking with Castiel, however, just made her brain hurt. He'd disobeyed their brethren to help Dean. Somehow...she wasn't that surprised. Dean could be very persuasive when he wanted to, even if he hadn't intended to be.
Anna had actually showered and changed her clothes - little human things that made her feel that she wasn't just sitting around twiddling her thumbs - and was currently walking down the street, hands tucked into the front pockets of her jeans. She wished there was a movie theater. She could use a viewing or two of "Gone with the Wind", one of several movies she'd enjoyed immensely while growing up. Which was odd. A seven year old that was able to sit through nearly four hours of Civil War drama was a strange child, indeed. But Anna was never 100% normal. Not if her fits when she was a toddler had any say in the matter.
Anna had actually showered and changed her clothes - little human things that made her feel that she wasn't just sitting around twiddling her thumbs - and was currently walking down the street, hands tucked into the front pockets of her jeans. She wished there was a movie theater. She could use a viewing or two of "Gone with the Wind", one of several movies she'd enjoyed immensely while growing up. Which was odd. A seven year old that was able to sit through nearly four hours of Civil War drama was a strange child, indeed. But Anna was never 100% normal. Not if her fits when she was a toddler had any say in the matter.
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And that's when he sees Anna. He's coming up behind her.
"Hey, stranger. Remember me?" Dean says when he's close enough, peeking around her to give her a grin.
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It'd been nearly a week since the incident. She'd not spoken to Dean since then. Faintly, in the back of her mind, she wondered if he remembered her singing to him.
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"You've got a flaming sword? I wanna see!" Dean teases, nudging her. He can vaguely remember seeing her a week ago, and vaguely remembers the singing... but that seems more like a dream than anything.
"So, any reason as to why you've been avoiding me?"
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She chuckled at his tease, nudging him right back. "I left it in my other jeans," Anna replied dismissively, with a small smirk.
The smirk fell slightly at his question. "Avoiding you? No, I haven't. Did Castiel tell you that?" Anna said, forcing a bemused smile to cross her face. "Just lost track of time, that's all."
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That comment makes him laugh again, and he makes a show of patting himself down. "Good, 'cause I left my fire extinguisher at home."
But then her smirk falls, and Dean raises one eyebrow slightly. Uh huh, Anna, he's got a built in bullshit detector and you just failed the test.
"Cas didn't tell me anything. Last time I saw him, he was real quiet," Dean says, folding his arms. "You didn't come see my car. I should be offended."
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"Me without my flaming sword, you without your fire extinguisher. What a pair," she chuckled, returning her hands to her pockets.
"I'm sorry," Anna sighed, her brow furrowing a little. "I'd really meant to, but I got distracted by something stupid."
Wait. If he didn't remember having the Impala, did that mean he didn't remember their argument that led to carsex? Or was it just located somewhere else? It was always the little things that Anna wondered about when it came to the mindwiping.
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"We'd be terrible firefighters, that's for sure." No, it doesn't make sense, but he still thinks its funny.
Nope. Car falls under 'memories related to Sam' as Sam was the one who had brought it. If Dean thought about it, he'd know he has gaps, because he's missing key things, but he hasn't focused enough. It's more like a jumble, and he doesn't want to sort it all out.
"Something stupid, huh?" Dean repeats, watching her carefully. "Hey, Anna. Question."
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Anna laughs at the absurdity of it, that bemused smile on her face. "I'd start more fires, you'd put them out. Supply and demand. But if we keep forgetting them.... Yeah, we're terrible."
Anna nodded at his repeating. "Answer. Hopefully," She replied, looking up at him.
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"Right. Do you think I'm stupid?"
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"I don't, no," Anna replied, shaking her head, a small frown crossing her face.
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Go go gadget bullshit detector!no subject
"I did something that I felt was wrong, and I didn't want to be around you for a while. I couldn't...I just couldn't see you and feel like that at the same time," Anna replied, as honestly as she could.
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"... And I'm assuming if I ask you what you did, you're not gonna tell me, right?"
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She'd probably have to adjust his memories herself, to make him think that bits and pieces of this conversation never happened.
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"Is it really that bad?"
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"Yes. Please, don't ask me anymore, Dean."
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"Fine, whatever. Cut it out with the eyes already, I get it. It's a no-no."
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Looking back to Dean, she flashed him a small smile. "Wanna get a drink and you can show me that car of yours?"
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"I guess so. I don't have anything else to do," Dean teases.
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"Where's your baby, anyways?" Anna looked around them, not seeing the Impala in their immediate area.
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"She's resting around Buffy's place," Dean explains. "Didn't want to wear her out three days in."
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Stopping in front of a hatch, Anna lifts her hand. "What flavor do you want?" Anna asked, not moving away from Dean's arm around her shoulders.
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Holding Dean's out to him, "One vanilla."
She grinned, lifted her own to her mouth, taking a sip from her straw. "One vanilla-butterscotch mix."
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She was also doing her best to avoid people, the Known Factors, as she went. But, considering her split focus (tablet, street, windows, alleys, tablet, street, windows, alleys, trees, corners, tablet...) on top of the general agitation of finding nothing, running into someone became unavoidable.
Which is how she came to be on a street in Shelley, peering curiously at Anna from behind a tree.
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After walking down a ways, maybe a block or so, she turned to face the girl --who was indeed, still following-- a small smile on her face.
"Hi. I'm Anna."
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And while meeting anyone new required a certain level of confusion, the kind Anna was providing was on an entirely different level for River.
It took a few seconds of just looking for her to notice that Anna had spoken, and another moment long enough for a slow blink to remember what it was she'd said.
"River."
A beat.
"You're quiet."
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"It's nice to meet you," Anna nodded.
Then at her comment, Anna stopped. "Well, I occasionally whistle when I walk, but I couldn't pick between the theme of the 'Andy Griffith Show' or 'Jeopardy'."
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"Not those. Whistles, kettles all are teeming over and--" she stopped, then looked up at the sky in mild frustration before looking back at Anna. This next part as important.
"There isn't any steam."
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"No steam?" Anna repeated. "I'm sorry, sweetie, I don't understand."
For an angel, she was kinda dense at times.
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The quiet may be refreshing, but as far as the unknown in an unknown place, she'd avoid sudden movements until she could figure things out.
"Steam," River said, insistent but frustrated that communicating was so rutting complex sometimes. "You haven't got steam."
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Anna sighed softly, trying to think on how this girl would believe Anna to be different. There'd been a very small handful of psychics in the past that, when they'd come face to face with an angel, had fallen short.
They couldn't read them. There was nothing in them that could be read. Perhaps River was a telepath? Someone who could read minds, or something along those lines.
Either that, or Anna was completely reaching and River was just insane.
"I'm sorry?"
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River frowned at Anna and shook her head.
"Kettle or the tea, there isn't... You don't have steam. Without the pressure the whistle doesn't blow. It doesn't," she spoke like she was explaining a math problem, a plus b is x but without a y nothing would balance.
"Doesn't matter."
For as confused as Anna looked, it was strangely disconcerting for River to not feel it.
"You aren't a teapot."
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"Not a teapot..." Anna repeated.
Maybe she knew. Maybe River somehow knew that Anna might look human, might act human (for the most part), but she wasn't...human.
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"But I might be backwards."
Where there was smoke, there was fire, yes, but River wasn't sure what held true when there was no steam from a teapot.
All that River could tell about Anna, all she could suss out of the silence that was knocking River from her sea legs, was that she was different. Quiet.
Just how different remained to be seen.
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Anna wondered why she hadn't just told Toby when she'd put Dean in a deep, dreamless sleep, to keep the nightmares at bay. It's not that she was ashamed.
She just...didn't want people looking at her different. But then she'd end up blabbing to someone or another and boom, secret would be out. Weird look on the person's face. It was just how the world worked. Well, her world.
"I'm an angel of the Lord."
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River lifted her head and let it tilt to one side as she looked. She knew what angels were. Or, she thought she did. From art and literature and Book's symbol.
Slowly, her head tilted over to the other side. She had imagined more wings and glowing. Loudness, even, but...
"Oh."
Well, it was an explanation, if not one she was expecting.
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"Yeah. Long story short. I was an angel. Got tired of it. Became human. Lived until I was twenty-three years old. Started hearing the angels talking. Was committed. Demons and angels went after me. Was saved by the Winchesters. Became an angel again."
She was thorougly impressed with her 'long story short'ing. It'd gotten better since her explaining to Brigitta about what she was.
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As the story came to an end, she stood and furrowed her brows a little as she considered it and all the implications. Angel became a human became an angel, coming full circle from was to is to are. Book would be amazed.
The bit, though, that she latched on to, that caught her voice up in response, was somewhat less philosophical.
"You weren't crazy," she said with a small smile. Yes, Anna, River knows that feeling well. She would, however, have to put up with a justification for her own voices that was far less divine in nature.
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"No, no, I wasn't. I just didn't know how to handle or understand being able to understand my brethren." Anna tucked her hands into the pockets of her jeans.
"And in this day and age- well, the time that I'm from- being able to hear angels is kind of a 'go straight to the nuthouse, do not pass go, do not collect two hundred dollars' card."
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"Solar cycles become irrelevant but the tendency remains," she said with a serious little nod at the end for emphasis.
Her eyebrows furrowed a bit as she leaned back. And then, because there obviously hadn't been enough allusions to people being teapots already, "Change the spout, the tea, and the whistle is at a different pitch. Inaudible but present."
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After a few long moments, Anna's head tilted to the side and a small chuckle escaped her.
"Now, I'm beginning to wonder if my being an angel helps me in understanding you or just that you're starting to make sense."
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"I made sense."
And, as far as she was concerned, the whistle thing had been perfectly clear. Though, if one was to follow the implications, she had kind of compared angels to dogs.
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"It might take me a little bit, but with time, I hope there'll be little to no confusion concerning your...particular way of speaking," Anna nodded.
It was all a matter of relating her words to the situation and add a pinch of LSD. Or some other mind-altering drug.