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As drunk as he was, Kirk sat up and looked over at the crestfallen expression on his friend's face. What he said next was supposed to be more of a thought, but hey, restraint wasn't what it should be when your mind was foggy with alcohol. "Man, if you were a chick and I wasn't so sure you'd hit me in the head with that bottle, I'd hug you."

Flopping back down after saying that, the captain let out a loud sigh. "I dunno what to do. What I should do."

McCoy was deeply disturbed by that offer of physical comfort from the other man. Deeply disturbed or oddly touched, in someway. Through his drink-addled brain, it did not really matter at the moment; he only hoped that it would not further disintegrate into him and Jim telling each other that they loved each other, man and make it awkward in the morning. It was like the Ole Miss all over again.

"You're so drunk." He replied with an arched eyebrow and rolled his eyes at the sigh that followed him Jim, "Turning off your tablet will be a start. Stop drinking this delicious crap," he shook the bottle of Romulan ale at the Captain and rubbed his face with his other hand, "and things'll fall into place, Jim."

He paused and added: "Unless you have some elderly Vulcan bastard on your shoulder giving you tips."

"So? So are you, old man." Kirk waved a hand at him and his suggestions. "No, no, not about that! About her! What to do about her and these...feelings of hers and--"

Groaning, he rolled over, snatching a pillow to bury his face in. Voice stifled by the pillow, he could've very well mumbled, what I feel. Or maybe it was, tortoise peel.

McCoy sighed and pushed himself to his feet before grabbing the pillow stuffed over his friend's face and peered down at him although he was swaying noticeably, "Stop being so dramatic. Tortoises' don't peel, you infant." before dropping it back over his face again and walking back over to his chair.

"I know what Spock would say about this... feelings are just chemical reactions, which makes me wonder what Lieutenant Uhura sprays on her daily to snag his attention. Probably spent his evenings making sure his rulers were exactly accurate before she... God, I don't even want to think about it."

The pillow that Bones had picked up off his face and dropped back down was thrown at and surprisingly struck the doctor's head. "And I do? Thanks for the mental pictures, asshole."

Kirk rolled over for a moment, grumbling something incoherent that he probably couldn't even understand himself. More things about tortoise peels, no doubt. In an odd moment of sobriety -- or perhaps it was still drunkenness, being that he was admitting to this -- he said, "I really like her, Bones. And it's kinda...freakin' me out."

The pillow only managed in making his hair even more dishevelled than being a real injury and he licked his lips, picked the pillow up from off the floor, and rested it on his lap. All while keeping a perfectly lined face as he smoothed down his hair and he listened to his friend despondently mumble about liking the girl. He remembered how it was to be that age... young, hopeful, so Goddamn in love but unable to fathom what to do. What to say to them. He had been an awkward kid growing up; it was always the girls who dragged him to the dance floor. Well, not a dance floor...

"I really liked this girl. Well, a woman... but she was so Goddamn beautiful, age difference didn't really matter to me because there was a real... connection there." He chucked bitterly, "Emony Dax, three-time latinum medalist in the '24 Olympics on Aldebaran. Couldn't stop staring at her once I saw who it was. She cottoned on pretty quickly to my act, stood on my toes, and pretty much directed the conversation until she got what she wanted. Hehe."

It felt odd, talking about her to Jim. Refreshing, but it still hurt after so many years though.

"God, I really loved her, Jim... but something took her away from me. Hell, maybe it was politics or maybe she just wanted to let me down gently after that fucking host business that I couldn't handle at that age, but whatever it was, I am sure as hell it won't happen to your girl. We don't even know who or what it is that has brought us here and wherever or not we're ever going to go home."

Romulan Ale, you have never been so needed in his life. "You like her. I get it. Like is a soft word. Love is terrifying, but girls won't wait around forever for you... you can just ask Jocelyn about that."

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Whatever it was Kirk expected Bones to say in respond to his lamenting over girl woes that shouldn't really be that big of a deal if he were anyone but Jim Kirk, it wasn't this. It wasn't a story about a girl -- wasn't that gymnast a Trill, if he remembered right? -- from before he met the ex-wife whom he'd loved and lost for reasons he didn't understand.

A bit in awe and politics still hanging in the air, Kirk rolled over and sat up. "The Federation doesn't have the best of relations with Trillius Prime. There was a whole four weeks of information on that planet in Practicum of Interstellar Diplomatic Policies. They've got a lot of secrets and don't like being asked about them. Probably told us five billion times over those weeks not to ask about their secrets. There isn't really anything bad about the diplomatic relations, but they aren't...good, either. Trill just wants to be left alone and sometimes the Federation doesn't respect that."

He paused, a bit unsure what to say after Bones' confession and what he'd already contributed.

"Maybe some of them don't, but their government doesn't. Hell, I don't know what I'm saying."

Turning his attentions to what Bones had said about Buffy, Kirk let his shoulders sag and directed his gaze to the floor. He didn't talk about her to anyone, yet people knew they had a thing. Faith knew. Gossip Girl knew. So many others, too. Probably more after their rather overzealous public display of affection at the beach the other day. But therein lied the problem: there wasn't really a thing anymore, even if there was feelings.

"She said she was falling in love with me. But she's not my girl. Not really officially ever and not anymore in even that sense." Without looking up, he gestured to the ale. "That's why I'm drinking that stuff."

Edited 2009-10-17 15:56 (UTC)

McCoy snorted bitterly as Jim explained about the cloistered attitude of Trillius Prime and its many inhabitants, although it came out more of a choked sob in all honesty as he reminisced over what had happened. All Trills has a constant stick rammed up their arses in his opinion, but that was because he was a bitter man who could not let go of the past. Or crush out the fabled snippets of a hazy future that could not really exist anymore, bar an elderly Vulcan skulking somewhere in '58 where they were supposed to be instead of this glitch-ridden city, intent on keeping his presence in this new reality under wraps.

"I don't know either." He admitted after another long draught from the bottle of ale he had won, "It still hurts like a bitch though. And two years is not long enough for a government to change, unless this alternate reality Nero decided to weave for us changes... she's going to be dead in two years. Murdered. I'll lose her when I didn't even have her in the first place. How pathetic is that?"

A Tessma terrorist attack that barely managed to make headline news; it had hurt that old man and now it was hurting him instead and he could not shake it off. He was entirely useless to do anything.

"But you have that girl and she's falling in love with you. Looks like you'll do anything for her, but you're scared to death of committing yourself to being her knight or... whatever the hell you want to call this, because what if it all goes wrong? Doesn't turn out the way you hope? Will it ruin that relationship you have? You haven't got anywhere to run to, Jim. Not like me. No shuttlecraft waiting in Iowa, just bouncing off the walls of this stupid place." He shook the Ale, "This won't help you. I can't help you. What will happen will happen. We can't control our fate."

Edited 2009-10-17 16:19 (UTC)

When the drunk captain spoke up again, it was about his own problems and not what Bones had just told him. He heard it, he'd registered it, he'd wanted to rant about it and curse the timelines and interstellar politics; but right now, he needed to get this stuff about Buffy out. He needed to tell someone -- someone who knew him better than he knew himself sometimes and understood how his, contrary to popular belief, rather complex mind worked. Getting it out was what he needed and maybe then he'd stop feeling the urge to fall into a bottle of bright blue alien alcohol that went well with his eyes a bit less.

He'd go back to Bones' having memories of his other self losing Emony Dax once that was done.

"There isn't a relationship, Bones. That's the problem and God help me, I actually want one. Me, James Tiberius Kirk, Starfleet's own playboy, wants a relationship and she's the one with the committing issues!" He dropped his head into his hands. "This all so backwards."

And picked it back up again, standing as well.

"It's not you, it's me. People say that all the time in holos. Never thought someone would say that to me, nevermind that I usually don't let people get that close. She's got..." He gestured at the window as if it meant something, when really he just felt like gesturing to gesture. "Her ex is here. A blonde vampire who looks like Billy Idol named Spike. Got her all confused."

Kirk scoffed and shook his head. "I almost slept with her, Bones." That wasn't odd, but the next part was. "But, I stopped. It didn't...it wasn't right for some reason. And then everything just...went on standby and the red light's looking brighter than the green light and it's pissing me the fuck off for reasons I'm not even sure I know."

He went silent for a bit, glaring angrily at the window, before turning his attention back to Bones, speaking again in a lost-sounding voice he didn't intend to muster.

"Why the hell do I even care?"

Information about Kirk's love life was always too much information. Jim would brag to him about his latest flirting escapades, his scrambling to find out Uhura's first name during those years at the Academy, flashing that debonair smirk at him in response to his long suffering groan as he filled him in on every smooth line he spun those impressionable female cadets. McCoy had stopped counting the number of girls in their graduating class who had given Kirk the stink eye and made him guilty by association during the three years they spent keeping each other company.

But Jim Kirk had never shared something so personal like the story he was telling him now, flinging his utter confusion at the doctor, asking him questions about what he should do. The first year he knew him was like communicating with a brick wall or a scared child. Cadet Kirk would do something to rile Bones up, shout at him, push him away, slur at him about something or other and then go out until the early morning rays hit their dorm window, possibly to drink himself into a stupor or squabble with his fellow cadets in the bars.

McCoy would wait up for him though. He was worried about the younger man, showing this way more through his actions than vocalizing it. He would snap at him whilst thrusting a cup of coffee in his hands to warm him up but after those first few months, the bitter coffee was replaced by hot chocolate. And at the end of that first year, they were no longer acquaintances. They were friends. He didn't have to wait behind with hot chocolate because he was dragged along for the ride. Oh, how he hated it. But for some reason he was always by his side anyway. Every single bar crawl, every single attempt at the Maru.

"I think Finnegan was competing for that title." McCoy replied thickly before he met his eyes and stopped staring at the bottle, "Congratulations. You’re using that head of yours for once. It's called being frustrated, Jim... frustrated that it's not going to the way you want at the moment."

He looked thoughtful, before adding: "... You have always cared. It just has never occurred to you that what you do sometimes constitutes as caring, now you have to think about it, such as not sleeping with her that time. You can be a real asshole, Jim. But they wouldn’t put you in charge of all them other kids if you didn't have that side of yours which made you strut in here, drink this shit and ramble on at me about these feelings of yours."

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"He wishes," Kirk declared with a snort. "Finnegan got my sloppy seconds."

And almost as soon as he said that, he regretted it. Odd, how he actually cared now -- or realized that he cared. Gaila was part of the reason for that, which made him feel awful about the crack he made at her earlier in regards to how he'd used to her to get the codes to the Maru test. She'd been his friend and that hadn't been right of him to do. And she was a face that stood out and helped make the numbers that were the girls in his past into faces as well. Faces with names and lives and feelings that he'd hurt. Why had it taken a girl he knew and had been intimate with dying during a horrible crisis for him to see the error of his ways?

"What am I supposed to do, then? I doubt caving to the urge to deck this vampire isn't the answer."

Sloppy seconds. Figured he would make a derogative term to refer to their fellow student at the Academy who enjoyed riling his best friend up and occasionally came across them punching the living daylights out of one another. Why Jim could not get along with any other male without making them want to punch him, sans himself, was beyond comprehension.

Oh, wait. Yes it was because he just mentioned how he wanted to deck this... wait. Wait. What?

"... Vampire?"

He blinked and then raised the bottle, giving it a suspicious look with an arched eyebrow, before looking at Jim. He did not just the vee word; it was the ale playing tricks of his functions.

Suddenly the conversation took a turn from lamenting about lost and found loves of the blonde variety to about an entirely different blonde of the Billy Idol look-a-like kind. Kirk hadn't believed it himself, really, but he knew that Buffy hadn't been lying to him when she told him about the existence of vampires and her line of work. It'd been during that truth glitch. Her lying to him was impossible. And then he'd spoken to a vampire -- the vampire whose mere presence was confusing Buffy and putting a wedge in Kirk's relationship with her. The evidence was pretty irrefutable, as much as Kirk himself was still having trouble wrapping his mind around it.

He eyed the bottle Bones held up. "I'm not that drunk." A beat. "Okay, I am pretty damn drunk, but I'm not drunk enough that I'm hallucinating and making up the existence of vampires. Other worlds here, Bones. Vampires may not exist in our world, but they do in Buffy's. In fact, she's the Vampire Slayer. The."

The arched eyebrow on his face only became a hell of a lot higher as Jim slurred on about the woman he was sweet on - well, falling in love with - and being the Vampire Slayer. The.

"Oh, a Vampire Slayer?" He squeaked in disbelief and drink-induced merriment and held up the bottle Jim was staring at and cleared his throat, "Well, while we're at it, I have a confession too... I am Lord Leonard, King of Terran Soil."

McCoy was not a mean drunk. He was actually pretty easy to get along with when there was a potent amount of alcohol circulating around his bloodstream, although he would throw his punches and possibly end up on the floor of wherever the hell he chose to ingest his poison. And the ratio of chucking away frantically to himself or sobbing over his divorce was forever dubious, but his lips twitched up into a very amused smile as he pointed the bottle neck at his best friend.

"Vampires. It's a little early for Halloween, Jim."

Kirk made a very childish noise of frustration as he cast his eyes upward at the ceiling. "I am not making this up, Bones! Remember that no lying day I told you about?" Bringing that up tasted bitter, given how the last time they talked about the truth glitch, it had been about the brother Kirk had never mentioned. "She first told me about vampires and being the Slayer on that day, when none of us could shut up about things we wouldn't talk about. Spike's a vampire, so is that Eric guy -- but I think he's from a different world. Too many worlds here."

Far too many. He knew how many there were, approximately, but couldn't be relied upon to recall that number at the moment.

Feeling like being sarcastic back, Jim laced on a thick Irish accent and quipped, "Aye, m'lord, but I'mma 'fraid All Hallow's Eve tis still quite a ways 'round the corner. An' we both know of me distaste for the trick-or-treatin'. We'll just hole ourselves up in me castle and get our horror on away from the rest of these here victims."

McCoy was not surprised by the infantile groan from his best friend and his eyes swivelled down to his feet, in order to see whether he would stamp his feet to accompany his frustration at the doctor's scepticism, but found himself disappointed and looked back up at Jim instead. And tried to refrain from rolling his eyes.

"Too many worlds, too many opportunities for you to be fooled Jim." He replied, "I'll believe it when I see it, which I am content will be oh, never. Because I'm a doctor and you're a love struck fool with a girl you've found to read you your bedtime stories. Better than the alternative, I suppose."

That amused smile on his lips faded as he picked up the pillow in his lap and threw it with surprisingly accurate aim at his friends face. "That is the worst Irish accent I've ever heard." McCoy said, hamming up offence.

"I'm drunk," he reiterated, still in that horrid Irish accent. "Sure Mister Spock's is far worse than me less than best attempts now, Doctor. Can't hold it against me now, can ya?"

Dropping it, he laugh-- And got nailed in the face with the pillow. He fell back dramatically. Mostly for dramatic affect with a side of that floaty, drunken feeling making his balance not what it should be.

Seizing the pillow, he tossed it back and missed, hitting a lamp, but thankfully only tipping it over and not knocking it all the way to the floor. "I am not love struck." Because frankly, the 'l' word was a little terrifying, especially when it was coming from him. Applied to him from someone else, he could handle, but not the other way around.

"I'll hold whatever I want against you, Liam Potato Kirkington."

McCoy was startled out of his seat as the pillow hit the lamp next to him and tipped over nosily on the desk by his chair and he pretty much stumbled to his feet, smoothing down his clothes, placing the bottle of ale next to the slain lamp. That had a faint, red tinge to the base of the lamp... huh.

He staggered over to his best friend and held out his hand for the infantile Captain to help him up. And taunt him while the man was down, of course. "Both worlds, both alike in something in other, in loathsome Taxon, where we lay our scene." McCoy began to recite in a drunken slur as he flexed his fingers out with a silly smirk on his face, "A pair of star-crossed lovers take their romantic bullshit to their respective country doctors and cause no end of strife."

"Liam? The best you can come up with is Liam?" He made a pffftt sound at his friend. Somewhere in Taxon, Angel was probably twitching over the use of his human name -- not that these two drunken idiots knew that. Or anyone, for that matter. "And Kirk is Irish, dumbass. I'm Irish!"

Kirk glared at the hand that was offered, but soon rolled his eyes and accepted it, allowing Bones to help him back to his feet. His eyebrows shot up at the doctor's utterance. "You're a poet now?"

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"Watch your mouth or I'll push you back over." McCoy threatened him albeit only half-heartily. It only required a firm prod in the chest and he was sure the Irish man would fall back over, but with his luck, probably hit his head and then bleed to death on the Romulan ale splattered carpet. If he still held the inflatable hands thing against him, he doubted a concussion and memory loss would tide over any better.

He narrowed his eyes and instead jabbed the empty air in front his best friend's sternum and used his outside voice. "No. I am a doctor. A surgeon. A physician! A psychologist! I can even cure a rainy day. Not that we have rainy days in this fucking city."

"And I'll throw you in the brig for assaulting your commanding officer," Kirk replied with a goofy grin on his face that faltered a bit as he realized he didn't have the brig with him. Maybe he'd end up with it if Cupcake or someone from security showed up. "Since we don't have a brig, I'll just lock you in the transporter room, oh mighty psychologist."

He revelled in his short-lived victory (of a battle he had forgotten but shhh) as Kirk oh-so-flippantly mentioned a room he wanted to avoid at all costs and the threat of being locked in there.

"No." McCoy gasped as drink-induced panic caused that gasp to become hitched in his throat. It was fear incarnate. "You wouldn't dare. Besides, you're unfit for duty, so I refuse to let you lock me in there."

Edited 2009-10-21 02:39 (UTC)

Oh, but Kirk was winning! And he knew it. Hence why he was holding his hand out and looking all smug as he demanded, "Then give me the bottle, Bones."

No. No, it could not end like this! McCoy would not let it. He glared at Jim and his holier than thou smirk before walking over back to the table and snatching up the ale and holding the neck in a white knuckled grip. This was mutiny. An odd case, but mutiny none the less.

"No."

"Bones." His tone was firm...well, as firm as he could manage in this inebriated state. "Give me the ale. Quit hogging it!"

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