http://likeajoan.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] likeajoan.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] taxonomites2010-05-11 01:45 am

034: [ location : the sky ] the blues walked in and met me

It's not the first time Buffy's woken up with a shiny new set of memories, but the other times haven't been like this. The other times she hadn't found out that she's a monster. A vampire. A thing.

Losing her powers for two months, the ordeal with Angelus, losing Dean, going through that cruel glitch with Ethan, losing Giles for the second time... the combined weight of the past year spent in Taxon is finally beginning to take its toll on her, and in epic fashion.

Which is why she's decided to take matters into her own hands. Literally. Anyone looking up at the sky will see an odd, vaguely discernible blur, flying into an invisible barrier, impacting hard and then bouncing off again, only to repeat the action. Over and over. She's trying to break through the wall, and it isn't working.


[ooc: canon bump to issue #33, but before the big Twilight reveal. Gonna be slowtagging on this one due to hiatus, but there we go. ALSO she has her tablet with her, so is contactable.]
bigbad: injuries (So much hurt and cryingness)

[location: outside castle summers]

[personal profile] bigbad 2010-05-11 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
"...was it working?" Because if it could work, it might be worth it. But it seems unlikely.

Spike frowns. "Where are they coming from?" It can't be good if it got her this worked up.
bigbad: injuries ([Upset] Pulling an Angel)

[location: outside castle summers]

[personal profile] bigbad 2010-05-11 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, Buffy." Spike still doesn't think of himself as great at comforting, but he drops one of her hands and rubs her shoulder gently. "Are you sure? I mean, how do you know?"
bigbad: injuries (take my body)

[location: outside castle summers]

[personal profile] bigbad 2010-05-11 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
He pulls her into a hug and rubs her back gently. "She shouldn't be. It's not you killing them. Where your powers come from-- the source may be truly awful, but it isn't your fault. You know that, right?"
bigbad: injuries (just don't leave me till I die)

[location: outside castle summers]

[personal profile] bigbad 2010-05-11 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hush, love, you've got nothing to be sorry about." He rubs her back lightly. "It isn't you. I know it. And if you want to somehow get rid of all the extra power, well, there's probably a way to do it." Not that Spike has any idea how, but there are people who know more about that kind of thing than him.
bigbad: injuries (yeah dropped on me)

[location: outside castle summers]

[personal profile] bigbad 2010-05-11 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Spike smiles at her a little. "The weird thing is? Me too." And he can't help himself. He leans forward and kisses Buffy gently.
bigbad: injuries ([Neutral] No big)

[location: outside castle summers]

[personal profile] bigbad 2010-05-11 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
For a moment, it's completely perfect. It's far from the first time they've kissed, but it's the first time it's been this sweet. It's how he's always imagined it could be, and he feels warm and complete in a way he never does except when he's near Buffy.

Then she pulls away and all of Spike's doubts that really should have kept him from kissing her in the first place come crashing back. "...I shouldn't have done that," he says quietly. He doesn't stop holding her, though.
bigbad: injuries ([Buffy] Awkward)

[location: outside castle summers]

[personal profile] bigbad 2010-05-12 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
"...Oh." Spike steps away and crosses his arms. Part of him can't believe it, that he got her back just to lose her again so fast. But then, he didn't actually have her back, and he's not really losing her. He should have seen it coming. Things never work out for him, and why didn't she tell him sooner? She knows how he feels about her. And why did she kiss him back?

It doesn't matter. She's with someone else. He looks away. "Sorry. I mean... I won't do it again or anything."
bigbad: injuries (take my body)

[location: outside castle summers]

[personal profile] bigbad 2010-05-12 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
"Buffy, wait." Spike touches her shoulder. He's not sure exactly what he's going to say, but he needs to make her understand. He opens his mouth, the music rises, and he starts to sing.