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Tara Maclay ([personal profile] aworldenchanted) wrote in [community profile] taxonomites2010-06-02 07:52 pm

[Location: Taxon Streets, the Wilde/Central-ish Portion]/[Voice] Turn Left

Tara's had her first full day back at work. It was quiet, and calming, and she feels a little better for having something to do. She's been working on herbs, magical and mundane, principally for Morgana, who she genuinely hopes is healing herself. She hasn't looked up Morgana (or Cordelia or Rose) yet, giving them a bit of space and taking some for herself. Still, she's getting the shop back in order, expanding the inventory, and trying not to think about the fact she hasn't felt her magic since Sam had told her she could let go. It would come back - she just had to wait and trust it.

And if it didn't... she'd survive. Maybe a little broken, but she'd hang in there. There was a lot a person could learn to live with, if they have to.

She locks up and starts to head for home. She feels like walking; there's a small current of fear that doesn't leave her these days, but being around Extras is worse than walking by herself. It's a nice enough evening, a little cloudy and not too hot, and she could use the exercise, now that she feels stronger.

Of course, this is all lovely until the glitch hits.

Suddenly, Tara looks terrified. She doesn't know where she is, or how she got here, but she knows she is not where she is supposed to be. This is so very, very bad.

She fumbles through her pockets and finds a thing that looks sort of like a phone. She presses "talk," and says, "H-hello? Is a-anyone t-there?" Her stutter is thick, and her voice is quiet despite the panic; if she were less panicked, she would never dare to just talk on a strange phone, but when her family notices her gone, bad things will happen. And if anyone here finds out what she is -

- she needs to go home. Right away.

[Location: Taxon Streets]

[identity profile] tothelightshown.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
The flinch was almost physically painful. DG's voice and expression softened, but she could no longer stop herself from asking a question that had been on her lips since she'd encountered Tara's glitched for.

"What did they do to you?"

[Location: Taxon Streets]

[identity profile] tothelightshown.livejournal.com 2010-06-22 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"Tara, you panicked when I touched your hand. You're convinced your family will blame you for something you couldn't control. I know some thing's wrong, I just can't work out what."

Tara has upset her, but not in the way she thinks. She is simply upset to see her friend so shaken.

[Location: Taxon Streets]

[identity profile] tothelightshown.livejournal.com 2010-06-23 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"No, that's what I mean, Tara! You haven't acted badly. You haven't done anything wrong."

But she kept attempting to shoulder the blame.

DG realised, reluctantly, that she was only making things worse. As difficult as it was, she managed to stop herself from pressing further.

"I'm sorry. This isn't helping."

[Location: Taxon Streets]

[identity profile] tothelightshown.livejournal.com 2010-06-24 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know ... I just wish ..."

She shook her head helplessly.

"I wish there was something I could do."

Talking and explaining was all well and good, but it wouldn't be enough.
Edited 2010-06-24 14:26 (UTC)

[Location: Taxon Streets]

[identity profile] tothelightshown.livejournal.com 2010-06-28 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
And that - the way she acted as if DG was the one who needed to be helped and looked after - was so reassuring and familiar and Tara that DG could have cried.

She didn't. She hugged her instead.

[Location: Taxon Streets]

[identity profile] tothelightshown.livejournal.com 2010-06-29 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"It will be," she said, holding Tara for a moment longer. Her tone was as firm and strong as it had been when she'd made the choice to travel across the O.Z, in search of her parents and then, later, in search of herself. It would be ok. It had to be.