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036: [ location: castle summers ] / [ visual ] unwelcome visitors
Buffy is washing the dishes. It's a very mundane task of course, and the broadcast isn't terribly exciting. Soap, running water, annoyed mumbling about Dawn and fossilized lasagne, a little humming to the radio - which is playing some happy-sounding salsa music, the Summers kitchen staple.
At a certain point, she pulls the rubber gloves off her hands, pausing to lean against the sink, take a deep breath and stare into the plughole for a minute or two. There's a lot on her mind, evidently. When she finally comes back to herself, she turns to leave the sink, and then there's a gasp as she stops in her tracks, paralyzed with shock.
Her mother is standing beside her. Her mother, standing there silent and pale and unmistakeably dead. She doesn't know whether to scream or to throw her arms around the apparition. "Mom...?" She asks, in barely more than a whisper. "Mom, are you really here?" Still rooted to the spot, her vision already beginning to swim with hopeful tears, she lifts her hand, about to reach out and touch the ghost. She stops, however, when she notices that her mother isn't even looking at her. No, she's looking right past her. Through her. Behind her.
With a feeling of dread in the pit of her stomach, she turns, painfully slowly, feeling every single hair on the back of her neck prickle with the presence of death. She turns to meet the empty gaze of... herself. Only not quite herself, exactly. A version. A version of herself in decay. In the process of decomposition - an informative insight into how she must have looked in the coffin, before her friends brought her back. Her eyes widen with horror as she just stares for a heart-stopping second, and then turns back to look at her mother, only to find her gone. Her head whips around again, back to her cadaverous double, to see that she too has vanished.
There's a moment where she teeters on the edge of sinking to the floor to just cry. Pushing down that urge and steeling herself, she instead fumbles with the tablet, her hands trembling. When she speaks, her voice is mostly level. Mostly. It's also filled with anger.
"Whoever's doing this, the ghosts? Whatever you are, whatever you want, you have no right to use her face. You want to play with me? Fine. But don't you dare use her, because I swear to god I will find you."
At a certain point, she pulls the rubber gloves off her hands, pausing to lean against the sink, take a deep breath and stare into the plughole for a minute or two. There's a lot on her mind, evidently. When she finally comes back to herself, she turns to leave the sink, and then there's a gasp as she stops in her tracks, paralyzed with shock.
Her mother is standing beside her. Her mother, standing there silent and pale and unmistakeably dead. She doesn't know whether to scream or to throw her arms around the apparition. "Mom...?" She asks, in barely more than a whisper. "Mom, are you really here?" Still rooted to the spot, her vision already beginning to swim with hopeful tears, she lifts her hand, about to reach out and touch the ghost. She stops, however, when she notices that her mother isn't even looking at her. No, she's looking right past her. Through her. Behind her.
With a feeling of dread in the pit of her stomach, she turns, painfully slowly, feeling every single hair on the back of her neck prickle with the presence of death. She turns to meet the empty gaze of... herself. Only not quite herself, exactly. A version. A version of herself in decay. In the process of decomposition - an informative insight into how she must have looked in the coffin, before her friends brought her back. Her eyes widen with horror as she just stares for a heart-stopping second, and then turns back to look at her mother, only to find her gone. Her head whips around again, back to her cadaverous double, to see that she too has vanished.
There's a moment where she teeters on the edge of sinking to the floor to just cry. Pushing down that urge and steeling herself, she instead fumbles with the tablet, her hands trembling. When she speaks, her voice is mostly level. Mostly. It's also filled with anger.
"Whoever's doing this, the ghosts? Whatever you are, whatever you want, you have no right to use her face. You want to play with me? Fine. But don't you dare use her, because I swear to god I will find you."
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She nods her agreement with that suggestion. "As long as I don't have to spend too much time inside the law firm of doom. That place gives me the serious wiggins." For which she has many valid reasons, including an Angelus glitch a few months ago.
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"Yeah, try haunting it for a few months," Spike frowns. "Never really gets better, even if you do get used to it. It's been gone since we came back from Hell, back home. I've only gone there since we locked Dru in there, here."
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"I had to go there once. Angel got glitched into his lesser half, and he kidnapped a friend of mine. I didn't have any powers at the time, so I gave myself up in exchange. He chased me around a few offices. Didn't leave a great impression."
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"...by friend of yours, do you mean Dawn or someone else, too?" He'd gotten that story out of Angel pretty quickly. "There were good parts of it. The sunlight-filtering windows, for instance. Not so much use here, but it was pretty nice."
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She smiles at the idea of sun-filtering windows. Why do bad guys always have the coolest stuff? "It must have been. But hey, now you're in Taxon, Land of Perpetual Sunburn. Some might call that a step up." She's mostly joking with that, though it does remind her of the conversation she and Spike had when he was all pink - and in light of their recent way-longer-than-necessary hug, she feels like she needs to be honest.
"Spike, I have to tell you something."
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"With an added bonus of not working for people who kill babies and things like that." Spike does not miss working for Wolfram and Hart at all.
Oh, here it comes. The serious talk. He's pretty sure he knows what it's about since he did overhear Cordelia and Kirk. But Spike would rather hear it from Buffy herself. He nods and sits down on the kitchen table. "I'm all ears," he says.
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"Well, Jim and I broke up." There, that's said. It still hurts a little, just saying it, like poking a fresh bruise. She meets Spike's eyes as she continues. "I don't know... what that means for us. But I think maybe I need... some time."
Time for it to not hurt anymore. Or hurt less, anyway.
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"I understand," he says quietly. "Take all the time you need. Besides, it's not like I won't be occupied. There's an apocalypse to stop. Again."
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"Yay apocalypse," she says, with a faint wry smile. After a pause, she slides her hand along the table to touch his. Hand-holding doesn't count as rushing. "Thank you."
It means a lot to her that he understands, that he wants the same things, and that he's not pressuring her.
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After a second, his smile sharpens into a smirk and he adds, "This time, I'm not accessorizing. If we find some magic trinket that needs a vampire champion with a soul, Angel can wear it. I'll stick with fists and fangs and maybe a sword or something."
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(Evidently she's teasing.)
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She's mostly thinking that they can't keep each other company forever to keep the ghosts at bay. ....well, they could, but it might be counter-productive to their 'taking it slow' strategy.
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"But people like us, heroes, we might also be in trouble. We're all trying to keep an eye on each other." He should check up on Connor soon. "So, you know. Be careful."
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"I don't know if the disappearances are connected, Spike. I've been here for a long time... maybe even the longest of anyone, and it seems like they're completely random." She frowns, thoughtfully. She could be wrong about that, of course - sometimes you don't see patterns unless you're looking for them.
"You know me. I'm Mrs. Cautious." It's possible that this is not actually true. "You be careful, too."
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He looks back at her. "Even if they're random, it doesn't matter, I don't want to lose anyone else." Especially when so many of the people he's lost are here. He doesn't want to lose them again. "But yeah, I will be."
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Setting that topic to one side, she stands up, hugging her elbows in her typical stress-related way. "I'm not going anywhere," she promises, with confidence in her voice in spite of everything. "There won't be any losing."
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He walked back over to her and squeezes her shoulder gently. "Me neither."