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[visual]/[location: the new found out] stranger than fiction
Fitz had come to accept the fact that Annie was gone. He was still working on wrapping his brain around the fact that this made him a business owner.
Responsibility and Fitz were things which did not get along, usually. He was the sidekick, the backup, the absolute last resort, the "I suppose he'll do in a pinch" guy, nothing more and nothing less. Not that he'd ever admit as much because that would be painfully uncool.
Unfortunately for him this was a very special day, and "cool" had very much left the building.
"What the hell am I supposed to do with a pub?" he asked his tablet (and, of course, the viewing public). "I'm not cut out to run this place."
ooc: Truth glitch get!
Responsibility and Fitz were things which did not get along, usually. He was the sidekick, the backup, the absolute last resort, the "I suppose he'll do in a pinch" guy, nothing more and nothing less. Not that he'd ever admit as much because that would be painfully uncool.
Unfortunately for him this was a very special day, and "cool" had very much left the building.
"What the hell am I supposed to do with a pub?" he asked his tablet (and, of course, the viewing public). "I'm not cut out to run this place."
ooc: Truth glitch get!
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"My merit was in chatting up a pretty girl who happened to own a pub, and since she's not here anymore I think I need to keep the place going to honor her memory," he replied, then blinked because he hadn't meant to say that. The floodgates had opened, however. "Meanwhile I'm an irresponsible lout with no business experience and a tendency to make a right mess of everything I touch. So you see my problem."
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[a gasp] Sorry! Sorry, I...I have no clue why I said that. Just - oh, never mind.
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[Paaaause.] I didn't mean to say that either. It's true enough, though.
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[firmly] I am living the dream. Caritas, good music, and good friends are all I've ever wanted.
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And with that revelation out of the way: "I took it over from Annie. She's vanished, like the Doctor and the Master did."
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Of course, his face falls as he hear how Fitz got the place. "I'm sorry to hear that. It's terribly unfair, the way this place randomly pulls people away like that."
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"It can't be that bad, can it? I mean, you've traveled with the Doctor -- you're more than up to the challenge."
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Self-confidence is clearly for other people.
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She's smiling a little as she says it -- there's not exactly any ill-will here, but it's true enough.
"I'm sure you can do it, Fitz."
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Well, that's concerning. Nazca is never, ever this forthcoming, and she notices.
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But the voices ... oh, the voices. They wouldn't stop. On and on in her head, like the Master's drumbeat. In the end, that’s why she started to walk. She couldn’t get away from the guilt, but she could find someone to absolve it.
She moved differently, now, stepping tentatively across threshold and into the pub. (She didn’t need an invite for a such a public place, but she had manners now. Manners she’d forgotten how to use.) She was as graceful as ever, but the serpentine quality that her movements had once had – a viper waiting to strike – had been replaced by a sort of meekness.
“Why not?”
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"Because I'm a loser and I always have been," he said, then frowned. "No, I mean that...that...I--" Any attempt at dissembling from the initial statement was met with a twitch, an inability to speak.
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"You were strong enough to fight the Master." Not physically, no, but inside. Where it counted. "You were strong enough to travel through the stars with a Lord of Time."
It was clear that Drusilla was, in a vague and disjointed manner, attempting to help.
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"That was just survival," he said with a shrug. "'Not dying' is easy, muddling through society's expectations is the tricky bit."
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