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01 | holo | location: sanctuary | ARRIVAL
Death felt hot, and dark, and loud and silent all at the same time. And it kind of tickled.
It wasn’t over like all the storybooks said it would be. There was no warm wash of air, or pretty clouds or glowing white light and the smiling face of her dead grandfather. It wasn’t even close to falling asleep. It was too bright for that. It was too much pain, too much pain to go gently into that good night. Electricity snaked through the sky, jagged scars ripped through the air and lit her up like a goddamn Christmas tree. So many metaphors, so little time. It was all of these things and more, and Gwen Raiden didn’t have the time to reflect. She didn’t even have time to be dead, apparently.
All of that—betraying Angel and Connor and Nina and Spike (well...okay, she didn't really care about Spike) and the rest, fighting the dragon Cordelia (which just might have been more forthcoming than the real Cordelia), her decision to die the way she always imagined it—all that was snuffed out with her life and now it rushed back. Here she was, in all her glory, surrounded by metal walls and a strange ceiling. She surveyed the close space, breathing hard from that whole noble sacrifice thing which tended to take a lot out of a girl. "Okay,” she said, and the word escaped her wrapped in a big, exhaled breath. “Not gonna lie. I thought heaven would be a little more…Feng Shui.”
And as death faded away like a dream, her body felt real and solid again. There was the hard steel floor underneath her boots, the silken feel of her gloves on her fingers, and finally, the dull pain in every muscle of her body that had been electrified just moments ago. Gritting her teeth and shoving it down and away, where she did not have to dwell on it, she noticed the pedestal in front of her holding a fancy little gadget on it. It looked like something once upon a time she would have been paid billions to steal. She looked at it now with uninterest and unease. “Or…not heaven. Mars, huh? Interesting choice.”
There was no door, no way out and no cool breeze she’d felt just moments ago on the rooftop...
Connor, she thought, struck suddenly with a pang of sadness and guilt that gutted her.
“Okay, I get it!” Her call echoed out to empty walls. This was Wolfram and Hart's doing. And if she had to claw her way out of here, literally striking down every cheap suit in this place to do it, she would. “And not to be dramatic, but I had a thing I was doing with...the dying. Don’t you people have better things to do than stick me in a box? Filing briefs, or something? Not a big, brooding vampire here. Just a normal, law-abiding citizen."
A fib, and not even a subtle one, but she was getting testy. She scratched at her gloved wrist, absentmindedly, and felt something like a bracelet under the fabric. “Sorry I killed your dragons?”
It wasn’t over like all the storybooks said it would be. There was no warm wash of air, or pretty clouds or glowing white light and the smiling face of her dead grandfather. It wasn’t even close to falling asleep. It was too bright for that. It was too much pain, too much pain to go gently into that good night. Electricity snaked through the sky, jagged scars ripped through the air and lit her up like a goddamn Christmas tree. So many metaphors, so little time. It was all of these things and more, and Gwen Raiden didn’t have the time to reflect. She didn’t even have time to be dead, apparently.
All of that—betraying Angel and Connor and Nina and Spike (well...okay, she didn't really care about Spike) and the rest, fighting the dragon Cordelia (which just might have been more forthcoming than the real Cordelia), her decision to die the way she always imagined it—all that was snuffed out with her life and now it rushed back. Here she was, in all her glory, surrounded by metal walls and a strange ceiling. She surveyed the close space, breathing hard from that whole noble sacrifice thing which tended to take a lot out of a girl. "Okay,” she said, and the word escaped her wrapped in a big, exhaled breath. “Not gonna lie. I thought heaven would be a little more…Feng Shui.”
And as death faded away like a dream, her body felt real and solid again. There was the hard steel floor underneath her boots, the silken feel of her gloves on her fingers, and finally, the dull pain in every muscle of her body that had been electrified just moments ago. Gritting her teeth and shoving it down and away, where she did not have to dwell on it, she noticed the pedestal in front of her holding a fancy little gadget on it. It looked like something once upon a time she would have been paid billions to steal. She looked at it now with uninterest and unease. “Or…not heaven. Mars, huh? Interesting choice.”
There was no door, no way out and no cool breeze she’d felt just moments ago on the rooftop...
Connor, she thought, struck suddenly with a pang of sadness and guilt that gutted her.
“Okay, I get it!” Her call echoed out to empty walls. This was Wolfram and Hart's doing. And if she had to claw her way out of here, literally striking down every cheap suit in this place to do it, she would. “And not to be dramatic, but I had a thing I was doing with...the dying. Don’t you people have better things to do than stick me in a box? Filing briefs, or something? Not a big, brooding vampire here. Just a normal, law-abiding citizen."
A fib, and not even a subtle one, but she was getting testy. She scratched at her gloved wrist, absentmindedly, and felt something like a bracelet under the fabric. “Sorry I killed your dragons?”
[location: the streets of Taxon]
"Hey, jackass! Are you trying to kill me or what?"
--lack of tact. He pulls into an alley and she instinctively rips off one glove and holds her hand up, ready for attack. But none came and he proceeded to have what Gwen interpreted to be a full on breakdown.
"I said I had superpowers," Gwen clarified, a bit of an edge in her tone. "Not a superhero. I'm a..."
Her voice drifted off, and she just rolled her eyes. "Whatever."
[location: the streets of Taxon]
Still, he licks his lips and pushes his hair out of his face, fingers tapping the edge of the wheel. Not so much a nervous habit as a fidgety one.
"We don't have any of that. S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/Ws might count, but the only good drac is a dead one. If that's even possible--but... Whatever you can do.."
He sighed. "I'm just a normal, run-of-the-mill human," he decided to leave out the 'incredibly irradiated and sick' part. "But if you help me bust out of here it'll be a lot easier. It'll be shiny, tumbleweed. Just shiny. What can you do?"
[location: the streets of Taxon]
She exhaled a breath herself. It seemed especially loud in the silence of the car. "Hey, nothing wrong with being a normal, run-of-the-mill human, sugar." Hell, she'd risked her life for something that made her as close to normal, run-of-the-mill human as she could get. LISA. The memory sprung on her suddenly and she sat up a little straighter in the seat. It hadn't worked in Hell LA. But everyone was making very clear that this wasn't Kansas anymore.
Gwen held out her hand. "Got a watch? Something metal?"
[location: the streets of Taxon]
Maybe that was why Party got along with her. Though 'getting along' in his case was 'not pulling his laser gun on her.' Yet.
He glanced around before finding an old can of Power Pup on the floor of the car. It was dog food, the black and white BLI\ind. label the same as the white air freshener handing by his dash. It was empty and still had the fork rattling around it. Power pup--dog food in general was the staple of Killjoys, after all. It was the only thing they knew wasn't laced.
"Something like this?"
[location: the streets of Taxon]
She gave him an appraising smile. No, he didn't look like the Rolex type. They always got so uppity. Really, who decides to show up packing some serious sterling silver to meet the thief with the metal-melting hands? They practically begged for it.
"It's always more fun when it's something fancy, but I guess it'll do." The glove was already in her lap, so all she had to do was pick up what he put down. Little blue sparks flew from her finger tips, making that little zap sound she'd gotten to know as steady as her own heartbeat. She closed her hand around the can, but she didn't need to squeeze for the magic to happen. In one instant the can was a mangled, smoking distortion of itself, burnt to a crisp and transformed into some even more cheap looking whatever it was.
She tossed it onto the floor of the car. "It's all about the subatomic particles, sugar bear." She shrugged, and sighed a little sigh. This is a speech--and action--she's performed countless times. Back in Los Angeles, she really didn't have to explain stuff anymore. She was just part of the pack, there. "The science fair version of it is way less exciting, believe me. What do you think?"
Re: [location: the streets of Taxon]
And it was all Party could really say, all he had to. There was just... what did you even say to something like that?
"I'm glad you didn't touch my zapper." He tapped the yellow ray gun in its holster, and leaned forward, as if he was going to touch it.
"...wow. That's--wish you were in my verse. Everythings electric." When he looked up, he had a hint of a smile on his face. Trying not to grin like the little kid he wanted to.
[location: the streets of Taxon]
Gwen put her glove back on. Show's over. And by the looks of it, her audience seemed to enjoy it a little bit. "The world of modern technology," she says with an almost smile of her own. "It's everywhere. A world full of business opportunities for a girl like me."
Not that using her powers to help people back in Los Angeles wasn't fulfilled. It...was, kind of. Maybe didn't give her the hero complex Angel had, but it made her a part of something. Being a thief? That made her part of something too. When looked back on those days, pre-Hell L.A, pre-LISA, she looked back on them fondly. They were fun.
"Are you about to go all comic book nerd on me, Party Poison? Because, hate to tell you, you look like something out of one of those things yourself."
[location: the streets of Taxon]
"Before 2012, I wanted to be one. A comic book artist, I mean. Then the helium wars broke out, and..." He shrugged. Why was he even divulging past secrets? Not that it mattered, but at this rate he might as well tell Gwen his real name. Party snorted, shaking his head.
Yeah, like that was ever going to happen.
"The thing is? Your powers, your zapping thing can do twice as much damage as this. You're shiny, Tumbleweed. Twice as shiny as gods revolver, even." he patted his holster. He was glad he didn't touch Gwen--the way she was taking her gloves on and off, it was relatively safe to assume (at least in Party's mind) she was similar to Rogue. He'd rather not get electrocuted in his first week or two in Taxon.
"And I want to bust outta here first chance I get. If I'm gonna get ghosted or dusted or god knows what, it's gonna be on my own terms. And something tells me you can at least appreciate that. So are you gonna join the Killjoy cause?"
[location: the streets of Taxon]
2012. It wasn't 2012. And she'd been to almost every part of the world and never heard of anything like the helium wars. She imagined a bunch of hot air balloons with bright angry faces painted on them, popping each other in the sky. That might've made her laugh, if not for the reality that it she was imprisoned with people who weren't even from her dimension. Of course, it was possible. She'd stolen countless magical artifacts for people wanting to scan the pan-dimensional globe. But her she was, maybe the sole representative of her world.
His praise of her was strange to hear. She'd never heard anyone extol her little 'problem.' It was always something people didn't understand, or feared, or felt bad for her over. Gunn hadn't lured Gwen to his side because he thought she should appreciate her powers. He knew she wanted to be rid of them and would help her do it. No one ever showed enthusiasm over them.
"You put on a good sell, Party." He was rebellious, walking in his own shoes and yeah, that was something Gwen Raiden could appreciate. "Only have one question."
A pause. How in the world do you plan to bust out of here? Do you realize we have a 1 and 10 shot? Do you think you'll be able to recruit anyone other than a electro freak with a rebel complex and a real desire to get home and make sure her friends aren't dead? Why is your hair that color?
"What the hell is a killjoy?"
[location: the streets of Taxon]
"Killjoys are basically exiles. Outlaws, stuff like that. We made out choice, and when it was between 'Stick with Better Living Industries in a monochromatic world with pills that make you a dumbed down piece of guano to better comply with the company' or 'bust out of Battery City, live in irradiated zones in the desert and constantly watch your back for Dracs and other Killjoys trying to steal your stuff,' we all took the latter. It's freedom."
His eyes narrowed.
"This? This is a zoo. It isn't freedom."
[location: the streets of Taxon]
"So, what, you don't think I should give this place a chance?" Gwen asked, her smile playful. She took another gander out the passenger window. Some of the architecture of the buildings reminded her of the exotic designs of foreign places, and some of it looked like nothing she'd ever seen. "Whoever built this hamster cage had good taste."
[location: the streets of Taxon]
"It's a gilded one," Party answered. "But a cage is a cage is a fuckin' cage, you don't need neon angels to guide your way there, Tumbleweed." He glanced over and offered the other as much of a smile as he could muster, which wasn't much, and returned his gaze to the road.
"Were you born with it?" He paused. "Your power."
[location: the streets of Taxon]
"Seeing as my mother survived to see my beautiful baby face? I'm thinking not. But then again?" She shrugs, as if it's not really a big deal, as if she hasn't thought about this a million and one times before. "I didn't fall into a chemical plant or anything. I was struck by lightning. But that's kind of a thing."
The truth is, Gwen didn't really know. Seven doctors and four highly qualified and highly paid scientists later and no one else did either.
[location: the streets of Taxon]
Why couldn't he just turn into spider man? Gwen got hit by lightning once and Party's been bathing in toxic soup for 8 years and gets nothing. Not fair.
But Gwen is likable and on his side. Party glanced at the rear view mirror, reaching to try and grab the yellow mask he'd thrown in the back of his car.
"Well, tumbleweed, wish I could be you right about now." It was the truth, and he let out a slight grunt of annoyance when he couldn't quite reach his mask. "But I'm definitely glad to potentially have you on my side. Here's a little trick to surviving out there: don't trust anything, don't trust anyone. Not even the food. It's probably laced."
[location: the streets of Taxon]
She couldn't hide her surprise. He wished he could be her? "Trust me, babe, you don't." All he saw was the shiny wrapper, the cool superpowers, and probably the sweet leather outfit. All the bells and whistles and none of the thorns. He would.
"I'll keep that in mind." And she would. And Party, sugar bear, that includes you just a little bit. She wouldn't be making any more deals. "So is starving to death part of your plan too?
[location: sanctuary]
"Not starving. Rationing." He jerked a thumb over to the melted can of dog food. "Emergency supplies in the trunk. I've been using that for now. Power Pup is nasty, but at least I know where it comes from. Big cities like this, they'll rip you to shreds if you're not careful. Little things. Drugged water. Laced food. Propaganda. Next comes the thought adjustment tests and the knock-knock-knockin' in your door 'cause your brother hasn't taken their meds."
[location: sanctuary]
There's a slight tone of mocking there, but it's not mean-spirited. She's a little amused, and coupled with this guy's serious paranoia issues, Gwen can't even imagine all the puzzles pieces that need to come together to figure this one out.
They were back where they started, and Gwen was eager to figure out the nooks and crannies of this place. When the car slowed, she didn't move to get out. Yet. It was smart to be cautious. She got that. But his rant shed a lot of light on his whole Beware of the Man campaign, and she just couldn't let it go. "Call me crazy, but something tells me you know a lot about that stuff," she said. "This grassy knoll, conspiracy thing. Am I warm?"
[location: sanctuary]
"Warm like the fires that wiped Texas off the map," There was a brief half-chuckle that sounded more like Party coughing, though he was nice enough to cover his mouth with the crook of an elbow when the sudden coughing fit got a little too severe.
"Yeah. It's.. a long story. If you're really interested, I'll let you know sometime, Tumbleweed." There it was again--the half-smile--and he tilted his head to the side.
"And just for the record, you're a sneaky type," He guessed and was hoping he guessed right. "You know what it's like to keep your identity a secret."
[location: sanctuary]
She almost thought he was going to tell her for a second after almost coughing up that lung, and there was a flicker of disappointment in her eyes, but she let it go.
"Maybe," she conceded, shrugging mysteriously and 100% proving his point. "Depends. If the price is right, sometimes its better to drop the Clark Kent and be . . . " Normal? A freak? A superhero? "Whatever you are."
[location: sanctuary]
He tilted his head to the side, taking in what she had to say carefully. Past experiences, maybe? "Hey." And his voice was slightly softer this time, as if he wanted to say something else. Perhaps something different, other then the light shrug.
"You've got a Killjoy on your side. That means guano in your world but over in Battery City? That means a lot. You're gonna be fine, Tumbleweed."
[location: sanctuary]
"A place like this? Superpowers might actually go a long way." She looked right at him for a quick moment and tugged a little on her gloves, a tic so natural she was hardly aware of it anymore. She put her hand on the handle of the door and twisted it, stepping out and speaking through the open window. Home, sweet home, right? "Longer than a mask and a melted can of dog food, anyway. As long as you've got a freak like me on your side? I think you'll be fine, too."
Those are her last words, Party Poison. Take them or leave them. But her eyes look like they may be considering whether or not she might've found a friend tonight.
[location: sanctuary]
Party decided right then and there--it was the look in the eyes--that maybe Gwen was one of the few people he could trust. She had exactly what it took to last out in the zones, after all. Spunk and smarts.
Something came over his face and for a brief flicker of a moment there was an actual smile. Whether it was imagined or not it was hard to tell because Party's jaw was set again, nodding slightly.
"Watch each other's backs, even. I'd offer you a place to stay, but.." he motioned to his car, leaning back in the seat.
"Take care, tumbleweed. Keep your gun close, keep your boots tight, and die with your mask on if you've got to."