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12 | visual |All the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Kobra is in one of his moods, not the good kind. He's been unable to sleep again, nightmares haunting him, and he's homesick. By now he's given up hoping that Ghoul, Jet, Grace or even Show Pony are going to show up here. Sometimes it makes it hard to breathe, like there are people shaped holes in his chest.
His mood has gone from angry to depressed, a distinct and obvious change. Kobra's phases of depression were never easy on him and probably the only case where BL/nd had ever been right about medication. They'd just never given him the right kind.
In addition to that Kobra is still miserably sick, and it was getting worse each day. He is congested, his throat feels hot and raw and even little sips of water seem to send his stomach into revolt. Everything sucks and Kobra wants to pout in a corner, maybe even cry some tears of rage.
Nothing of that shows though as he looks at the tablet, blood-shot eyes hidden behind sunglasses. He's even more sensitive to light these days. His face is impassive as ever, voice just a little bit more flat, a lot more nasal.
"Is there something like a radio around?" Because the one thing that has always helped at least a little was music. But he had none in Taxon. "Or...anything of that kind?" He could probably listen to music on the tablet, but there wouldn't be a proper DJ and Kobra felt like that is too easy for the hamsters to track. Music has always been a form of rebellions, something you do away from prying eyes.
Kobra lights a cigarette and sniffs, rubbing his nose. "C'mon, there's gotta be something?"
His mood has gone from angry to depressed, a distinct and obvious change. Kobra's phases of depression were never easy on him and probably the only case where BL/nd had ever been right about medication. They'd just never given him the right kind.
In addition to that Kobra is still miserably sick, and it was getting worse each day. He is congested, his throat feels hot and raw and even little sips of water seem to send his stomach into revolt. Everything sucks and Kobra wants to pout in a corner, maybe even cry some tears of rage.
Nothing of that shows though as he looks at the tablet, blood-shot eyes hidden behind sunglasses. He's even more sensitive to light these days. His face is impassive as ever, voice just a little bit more flat, a lot more nasal.
"Is there something like a radio around?" Because the one thing that has always helped at least a little was music. But he had none in Taxon. "Or...anything of that kind?" He could probably listen to music on the tablet, but there wouldn't be a proper DJ and Kobra felt like that is too easy for the hamsters to track. Music has always been a form of rebellions, something you do away from prying eyes.
Kobra lights a cigarette and sniffs, rubbing his nose. "C'mon, there's gotta be something?"
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He laughed. "No, I don't. When they civilized me they were too busy teaching me how to do chores and write and tend a garden to worry about music." They'd also been a little busy teaching him to meditate and control his magic. "Do you have a bass here?" he asked. Bass seemed like a relatively self-explanatory instrument, in terms of the sounds it might produce, but Briar had no idea what one looked like or how it would be played.
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"Yeah I do. I can show you how to play, if you want?"
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He opened his hands in a gesture of agreement. "If you'd like to," Briar replied, a wry quirk to his mouth as he added, "I don't think I'll be going anywhere for awhile." Kobra was interested in his trees, and Briar didn't mind seeing if he was interested in something the other man enjoyed. If he had an ear for it, Briar would likely be a good musician with any instrument he tried. He'd spent long enough working with his hands and his breath.
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[holo] sorry, I just had to because if I could only translate this song right I think Kobra'd wub it
He sets the feed to holo and starts playing with little explanation. He doesn't know all the words (from memory loss or failing to memorize it properly in the first place), but he can improvise, and hum what parts he just doesn't want to risk messing with.
"Some people born are ever so poor, oh! Why is it so,
Our fathers whom in the earth reside, perchance prefer it, oh
Our fathers whom in the earth reside, eyes closed and sleeping sweet,
Who cares but for a baby born poor, when one has lived life replete
Who cares but for how days go by, they wander where they will
Citizen, in but the blink of an eye, you'll be reduced to nil
By then, another life takes your place; you won't know a thing,
You won't know sun, earth or moon, where'er you're now resting
Who cares but for how nights fly by; I couldn't care less
Long as I'll stay right here, buried in my loved one's kiss
I am a man of ill repute, I ain't good for none
Behind that door, Death will abide - he'll grab me when he can
Some people born are ever so poor, until they no longer are
Devil, lying in wait every turn, laughs 'til he can't but cry..."
[holo] awwwww Kobra now wants Cain to adopt him
Right, so Cain totally wasn't a S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W, he was 100% sure now because Bl/nd had actual anti-art laws that included music.
When Cain finished Kobra was positively smiling. It wasn't the kind of song he or his band would play, much slower, but nice. It was just good to hear music again.
"That was really shiny," he said, as excited as Kobra Kid would ever get. "I really liked that song, never heard it before."
[holo] :3!
He's infinitely pleased, though, more than he thought he would be, to see that smile on the kid's face. "Thanks. It's... It was one of the songs written in the early days of the oppression. I know it was about mortality. Even in the Zone, people do die eventually...and we have to face injustice, and make choices that ultimately don't lead to anything in the long run. Resistance is an exercise in futility - the song says - but everyone knew the girl who wrote it meant the exact opposite. Stand up. Do something before it's too late. Don't grow complacent."
[holo] can i call you daddy?
"We should play together, sometime. If you want to, I mean."
[holo] Jeb might object, if he were here XD
"Sure. Maybe you could teach me some of your songs."
[holo] Kobra does not care. At all XD
Taking another drag from his cigarette Kobra coughs again, and rubs at his burning eyes. Back to his fucking body defeating him.
"Play me something else?"