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[holo | Sanctuary] Wonderful muggle things

One moment he is running through the forest of Serbia.

There are howls and screams following him, inhuman despite the lack of moon in the sky. His muscles burn from running but he forces himself on, needing to get outside the edges of their territory. If he can just make it to the edge of their territory, he will be fine.

Screeching phantasms rush up from behind, shrieking his position to his hunters. He blasts them as fast as he can to silence them, to buy himself those few extra strides that get him ever closer to safety.

One moment he is running, bursting through the shimmering wards that mark the territory. The next he is letting himself fall, whispering for the magic to rip him away and back to his hotel in the middle of the Muggle townstead.

That isn't where he lands.

There is a distinct lack of smoke, dust and noise in the next moment. And far too much light to be his hotel. Or, indeed, the townstead, which is still mostly relying on gas and goodwill to stay lit at night.

But there is a lack of angry, murderous werewolves, so all in all, it isn't worst place he could be.

He sits down, deciding to get his breath back first. A pat down reveals his situation. "Bugger." He's lost his compass (which he didn't need anyway), his map (which probably wasn't going to help right now, all things considered) and his last bar of chocolate (which is a pity, because he really could have used that). But he still has his wallet and his wand, so the important things were taken care of.

"Right. Well. There's no door," he murmurs. "And a big... pointy... thing on the ceiling. Muggle thing. And another muggle thing! Wonderful. I wish I had been to school in the last ten years or so and I might know what that was." He rubbed his stubble thoughtfully. "No one's trying to eat me. And there's nothing hosing me down, tying me up or screaming in my ear, so it could be worse. However I have no food, no water and no idea where I am. That's less wonderful. But I have a wand. So they don't want me harmless. But they can interrupt my apparation, which means they probably consider me with a wand a negligible threat anyway. Merlin's beard, I have spent far too long on my own if I'm thinking out loud without knowing if I'm being listened in on. Hello out there? Could you let me out, only I've got some rather important business to get back to, thanks awfully."

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Improper enough that it startles a sob right out of him. "I miss him.

"He was so weak at the end, a mere shadow of himself and there was nothing I could do." The last is a whimper, resolve fading quickly for the rush of emotion.

"He was my life and they took him from me, they murdered him, I know it! His friends, Remus, they were his friends."

Pulling Bagoas closer, Remus just holds him, rocking ever so slightly. "It's horrible. It's horrible and carves something out of you and even if they died for their crimes, it doesn't feel like justice. Nothing ever feels like justice for what they took away from you.

"Just let it out. I'm here, I'll never judge."

His tears fall openly, but he spent most of his grief in the week after his abduction, and though the pain is there still, it doesn't tear him apart. The solid presence of an arm around him helps, as does hiding his face in the fur coat that it may soak up his tears before they make a mess of him.

"They didn't die. They were his generals, tightly knit as brothers... Should anyone have spoken of treason, they would have found a guilty party. I have no proof. I could not come bearing accusations when they circled his deathbed like jackals."

It's bitterness tainting his memories so sinister: most of the men who made their last farewells were as distraught as any of the Persians at court. Even the generals themselves were obviously moved. Some of them were, at least, though he cannot say whether it was grief that made them cry like little boys, or guilt.

"Since I was a boy, men have come to take away all I hold dear. Time and again, they come, giving no pardon. Not Alexander."

"They can't take your memories from you."

It's a lie. Remus knows they could. Spells that rob it, blows to the head, but here and now, it's something no one can take. "I know it seems cheap now, but it's true. When everything is gone and you have nothing, nothing but the clothes on your back, those memories will keep you warm and they will keep your chest breathing and your heart beating. The memory of his smile will lighten dark nights and the weight of his gaze will keep your hunger at bay. The fury of his death will keep the spark in you going when you might otherwise curl up and wilt like leaves at the end of summer."

And right there, in the midst of salty tears and fur that smells like it should, that smells right in a sea of off-putting, acrid, stinging scents, Bagoas finds a smile again.

"Summer will never end as long as he is in my heart."

"Exactly," he whispers. He rubs the boy's arm and back. "Those memories are yours and will prove to be more precious than anything you could own."

"They already are," he murmurs, then leaning back, gestures to the earrings, the black smudges around his eyes that look much less artful now.

"These are just trinkets. Baubles and trickery that I may be noticed by someone in need of a servant. It is the only trade I know, and I shall not stoop to less than that."

And that is the only way he can phrase the offer he wants to make. Desperation leaves a corrupt tinge to anything, but Remus is the first one since Glitch and his household who has treated him with such respect and kindness. To Glitch, he is but a guest; he cannot remain as such forever.

Remus smiles and reaches to wipe the worst away from under his eyes. "You could have a life of your own. Do you know how to garden? You could tend a garden, got most of what you need and sell produce for the rest. You don't have to be a servant. You could learn a new trade."

Bagoas lets him, figuring without a looking glass it is better this way. It is not entirely unlike the way he wiped the tears from Glitch's face, in the darkened days beyond the veil. He wasn't aware it would feel so comforting.

But the proposal itself gets a shake of his head, resistance on the tip of his tongue. "But it would take years. I learned the rituals fast enough at thirteen, but I had already served in a harem three years before then. I knew some things, I was not entirely unknowing. I know nothing of gardening-- I used to help my father clear the land of weeds before sowing as a child, but that's the full extent of it."

"Nonsense," Remus murmurs fondly. "I've trained in about seven trades. You don't have to do them perfectly to do them for a living. I've been a bar tender, a dancer, a waiter, a cook, a gardener, a groundsman, a teacher, a duellist, a bodyguard..." That's off the top of his head. "You could sell jewellery, be a model, teach people to do their hair, experiment with making scented oils for body and bath, learn to garden, learn to build things! You could learn to make jewellery."

"You make it sound so easy," he says, not without a note of wonder. "I only know one of those things, and that is dancing."

He smiles, so surely it can't be too much of a bad thing. "I don't even know what a waiter is."

"It is fairly easy. You find someone willing to give you a shot and you try. You'll either learn, improve, enjoy, or you'll stink and you'll move on." He gives a small, reassuring nod. "It seems like the end of the world to fail. I know. But it won't be. You don't have to be the best over night. You don't have to be the best ever. Just, be open to ideas.

"And a waiter is someone who works at a restaurant. Which is somewhere people go and get served their meals."

"Open to ideas..." It feels as though a light is slowly dawning in the back of his mind. It's just a glimmer at present, but it warms him to the core.

"I can be open to ideas."

"That's the spirit!" He grinned and relaxed into the bench, arms spread along the back. "There's always other options for looking after yourself."

He nods the once, decisive; feeling terrified and elated at once. "I shall begin by learning." Turning his head, inclined with respect while a smile tugs at his lips.

"Perhaps...you, being so well-traveled in the world of trade, would teach me something?"

"Me?" He raises his eyebrows, thinks about it. "Well, I mean, I suppose I could. I did use to be a teacher. What do you want to learn?"

"I didn't mean to presume," he hastens to add by way of apology. "And I wouldn't know where to begin, so..."

Gathering his fur-lined coat, he gets to his feet. "How about we both give it ample thought, and should you decide against it, I'll bear no ill will towards you."

He smiles; how could he hold a grudge when he's had his spirits lifted tenfold already?

"Meet me here in a week's time. Same bench, same time of day?"

"No, no, it's fine, honestly. I'm happy to teach you anything I can." He looks at the boy as he stands. "We can do that. Same bench, same time, next week."

Standing just a little bit taller, no longer weighed down by his own pondering, he gives the man a respectful bow, ending with touching the tips of his right-hand fingers to his forehead.

"Peace be upon you, Remus. It was an honour and a delight to make your acquaintance."

Remus bows his head, but his eyes stay lifted. "I'm glad I could bring a little magic into your day. Stay safe, Bagoas."

One moment of hesitation is all it takes, before Bagoas reaches for his sash to bring out the small bag of nuts and dried fruit. He has less need for it than Remus, being the guest of a household in want of nothing but people to live there.

"Until you find a way to live off the land," he says, setting the bag on the bench beside his new acquaintance. Then, closing the robe around his chest, he starts the long walk back to the Northern Island, feeling a thousandfold better than when he first set out this morning, in search of tranquility and beauty.

He's fared well enough, in his own humble estimate.

Remus has long ago lost that pride that refuses charity when it's offered. He takes the bag and holds it closely. "Thank you," he whispers, genuinely touched by the gesture.

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