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[location:somewhere in Taxon][accidental visual] The aftermath
John didn't know what had happened. His head was pounding, leg ached, and he had a distinct impression that he'd been in a brawl or three. He woke on the street in some nondescript part of Taxon. How had he gotten out here? How many nights had passed? Glancing down at himself, he saw it. Blood. His hands and clothes were spattered with it. Memories rushed back. The faces of those people, shoving one off a building, a few more cut badly, twisted bones.
"No." He whispered, his eyes closing for a moment, then louder. "No!" His fist slammed into the stone wall behind him.
Helen had warned him about these glitches, but was that what this was? Perhaps it was his nature breaking the surface. Perhaps Nikola's impromptu and accidental treatment had not taken as well as they had all hoped. Maybe he was a beast too wild to be caged. He pushed himself off the ground. He'd solve this. No one would be harmed for his own sick urges.
He teleported to the top of the building he was next to and prepared to jump, arms at his sides as he thought of all the lives he'd taken. He thought of his family, or what he wished could have been his family. Helen, their daughter. It could have been so beautiful.
[[ooc - John's unglitched! Someone heeeelp him]]
"No." He whispered, his eyes closing for a moment, then louder. "No!" His fist slammed into the stone wall behind him.
Helen had warned him about these glitches, but was that what this was? Perhaps it was his nature breaking the surface. Perhaps Nikola's impromptu and accidental treatment had not taken as well as they had all hoped. Maybe he was a beast too wild to be caged. He pushed himself off the ground. He'd solve this. No one would be harmed for his own sick urges.
He teleported to the top of the building he was next to and prepared to jump, arms at his sides as he thought of all the lives he'd taken. He thought of his family, or what he wished could have been his family. Helen, their daughter. It could have been so beautiful.
[[ooc - John's unglitched! Someone heeeelp him]]
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"What if it does the same thing to her?" He'd never voiced the fear aloud. "What if she becomes what I am?" He wasn't even sure if he was speaking to the young man any longer, but the feed was still open. John wasn't sure what he'd do with that knowledge, that guilt. Ashley had already been programmed into a weapon. This was their second chance, but what if this gift was fated to turn a good person into a monster?
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And hell, "she's never seemed like a homicidal killer to me. A bit rough when it comes to teasing her friends-" nearly her brother, he thought, "but I don't think that is Ashley's problem."
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He felt bad for even suggesting it to himself. Of course it was his fault. This was his weakness being exploited. John took another step back, pulling himself off the ledge and onto more solid ground.
"We must hope she can overcome this." As much of a danger as he thought himself to be - if he could help any of them for even a moment, it would be worth it. "I need you to promise me something. Henry, isn't it? The next time this happens, whatever it takes, I need you to kill me." He knew it was a big task, all things considered. "Helen. I think she tried. I don't want that memory on her. I can't." He stopped. "Just promise me that you'll stop it before I have the chance to hurt them."
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John's question threw him, but considering it, it shouldn't have. Henry's eyes went dark, nodding the once. "Don't worry. That's a promise I can make."
He wouldn't let Druitt hurt anyone again, and he wouldn't let Magnus take the guilt onto herself.
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