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After a few nights with no meaningful sleep to speak of, Charlotte had had enough. When she opened her eyes two dozen times to see if the man sleeping next to her was who he was supposed to be, she knew something had to change. She didn't watch him like a hawk while they were awake, but she did touch him periodically. Not with her body, but with her mind. Delicate touches meant to reassure her he was who he was supposed to be, not to connect them.
This last little trick of the invisible things that held them was one too many. Feeling like the only thing she could hold onto was a pair of tessering kittens was not enough. They were starting to complain she held them too tightly, for one thing. Vivienne stayed close to her, though, often appearing just as Charlotte did one of her reaches for John.
Enough was enough. She had protected herself for almost twenty years with no help from anyone. Why did she think she couldn't do it there? The rules seemed to work, magic did what she expected it to, so why not use it the way she was able? Leaning on John wasn't acceptable. She told herself it was because the place could take him away again, but in a deeper place she knew it was because she wasn't ready to trust he'd be there at all. He'd given her no reason to doubt. She just wasn't ready.
( She didn't tell John where she was going, just that she needed to stretch her legs. )
OOC: This is open to anyone who would have seen her heading out that way, seen her at the Magic Shop or the bar, or who might have picked up on her not so little magical display. In short, it's OPEN!
This last little trick of the invisible things that held them was one too many. Feeling like the only thing she could hold onto was a pair of tessering kittens was not enough. They were starting to complain she held them too tightly, for one thing. Vivienne stayed close to her, though, often appearing just as Charlotte did one of her reaches for John.
Enough was enough. She had protected herself for almost twenty years with no help from anyone. Why did she think she couldn't do it there? The rules seemed to work, magic did what she expected it to, so why not use it the way she was able? Leaning on John wasn't acceptable. She told herself it was because the place could take him away again, but in a deeper place she knew it was because she wasn't ready to trust he'd be there at all. He'd given her no reason to doubt. She just wasn't ready.
( She didn't tell John where she was going, just that she needed to stretch her legs. )
OOC: This is open to anyone who would have seen her heading out that way, seen her at the Magic Shop or the bar, or who might have picked up on her not so little magical display. In short, it's OPEN!