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004 ;; [ VISUAL ] not all that it seems
Usually Ashley could find herself a rooftop to sit upon and think, to work through whatever was bothering her or to calm from her mental beating if something had gone wrong. Here, despite their being plenty of rooftops to choose from it didn't quite seem appropriate. The situation was different, wildly different from anything that they, particularly her, had previously encountered and her normal quiet reflection didn't seem fitting. Especially in the middle of the day.
She'd collected her bike a little earlier, not feeling her usual drive as she rode it back to the Sanctuary before taking a lone walk in the middle of Osten. Forgoing the use of the trains, Ashley had tried to free her mind and let herself just walk; to finally explore this place which as trying to become home. Neither of those things had worked and eventually Ashley stopped, standing in the middle of whichever street she'd found herself in. People went about their day, barely bothering to give her a glance.
The previous night had been hard and Ashley had found herself unable to sleep; nothing about their lives or what they did had ever had this effect on her, yet none of them had ever been experimented on before. She'd gone through her usual morning routine, trying to feel like herself: she looked the part, but Ashley didn't see herself looking back in the mirror. Pain had come with her anger as did the reminder of what she was. Her mother hadn't yet done any tests or scans which was one reason as to why Ashley had left. Coming to terms with what had happened was something that Ashley believed would be hard to accept or come to terms with. Seeing it happen to someone else was one thing, but to yourself? It wasn't something that Ashley had ever imagined.
She'd collected her bike a little earlier, not feeling her usual drive as she rode it back to the Sanctuary before taking a lone walk in the middle of Osten. Forgoing the use of the trains, Ashley had tried to free her mind and let herself just walk; to finally explore this place which as trying to become home. Neither of those things had worked and eventually Ashley stopped, standing in the middle of whichever street she'd found herself in. People went about their day, barely bothering to give her a glance.
The previous night had been hard and Ashley had found herself unable to sleep; nothing about their lives or what they did had ever had this effect on her, yet none of them had ever been experimented on before. She'd gone through her usual morning routine, trying to feel like herself: she looked the part, but Ashley didn't see herself looking back in the mirror. Pain had come with her anger as did the reminder of what she was. Her mother hadn't yet done any tests or scans which was one reason as to why Ashley had left. Coming to terms with what had happened was something that Ashley believed would be hard to accept or come to terms with. Seeing it happen to someone else was one thing, but to yourself? It wasn't something that Ashley had ever imagined.
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He'd walked until he no longer knew his way. The tablet in his jacket pocket had become less foreign. He knew how to access a rather detailed map. John reached for it and held the device in both hands, pulling open the map, but another sight caught his attention. The visual feed of his daughter came onto the screen. He couldn't tell where she was, but then again, he barely knew where he was at present. He was silent for a moment, watching her. He caught the reflections of several emotions on her face - ones he'd felt a thousand times over.
"Ashley." He finally spoke, just her name, just enough to gain her attention. Perhaps he was the last person she wanted to see. It was quite possible, after all. It was his fault that she had come to this. It was his disease that raged within her blood.
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"You talked to my mom?" Hello probably could have sufficed, but she didn't know how much he knew; whether it was the same as the knowledge that she shared with her mother or not. It was the quickest way to find out.
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He was silent for a very long time, studying her. It was strange for her to be so cordial. Normally, he'd be deflecting sarcastic quips left and right, but now she was calm. It unnerved him.
"Are you well?" To anyone else, the question might have seemed passive, but John didn't know of any other way to find out the physical, mental, and emotional state of his daughter.
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"If you mean 'am I going to go vampire killer on your ass', then I'm fine." For now anyway. Would that change? She found that in anger it did, but permanently? Henry had needed help to control his changes and the Cabal had tried to make it permanent. Had it not been for her mom it could have been for Ashley too.
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He paused, hand raised and poised near her shoulder. The hesitation broke and he placed his hand lightly on her. "We'll find a way, Ashley. We'll fix this."
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"You sound like my mom."
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"You're alive. We must be thankful for that. And here we have a better chance of undoing what has been done." From what he was to understand, the Cabal were not lingering in this place. John had his doubts, but he trusted Helen to keep those she cared about safe, and if she believed the Cabal were not behind this, then he did his best to believe as such.
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But sometimes, people who tried to lend an ear looked more nosy than concerned. She closed the book she had been reading and picked up her tablet, deciding to risk that on the off chance that she could help. "Hey," Claire greeted quietly, shifting the tablet in her hand.
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"Hey." Ashley took a look around her. Using the map would easily tell her where she was, but right now she wasn't interested in knowing.
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Ashley wondered how the bear had been given that name. She hadn't asked as a child, it not being something that she thought of but it was curious. Ashley hadn't been creative so when James had been suggested, by her godfather no less, she'd taken it; though she hadn't really had many bears since to improve her naming.
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'You okay?' Of course she wasn't. 'How you feeling?' He knew there were no words to really talk about that. He didn't even know if she'd want to talk at all. So he opted for just checking before getting all deep.
"...Ashley?"
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"Expecting someone else?"
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"Wasn't sure if you were wanting to, you know. Talk. Or not. After everything that's happened."
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"Depends what you want to talk about."
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This wasn't going how Bruce thought it would. ...Not that he'd had any real plan as to how this was going to go, but. It certainly wasn't anything close to this. He sighed.
"Dr. Magnus didn't tell me everything. Only, like. Very, very basic bones of..." He shrugged. "Of whatever's going on. But what she did say, well. ...I understand."
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"Do you know what I am?" Whilst it was probably not the best thing to talk about, it would be hard to resolve or move past without doing so. And he'd brought it up.
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Peter rubbed his eyes as he sat in the chair next to Max's bed. She had fallen asleep again, and seemed to be doing better with the treatment Magnus was giving her. Thank God. That at least calmed something in his nerves. Not that a lot did lately.
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"How is she?"
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